人在時是互相無限的second-guessing人走后是不斷的what ifs, if onlys假想做不被她領情的好事回憶她不堪回首的從前偷偷用手機錄她的話東北往事第二季甚至有時被無法保存她的氣味而驚恐正是我想象中父母離世后自己被困的異世界白晝也幽暗如夜大宅的內外都好像走不出的迷宮偶爾浮現的身影令人恐懼又渴望
Fantasies have to be unrealistic. Because the moment, the second that you get what you seek you don't, you can't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent.